Steven and ian and brian and nick and matthew and guys!!!

okay, what did i do? hm? why do they all loathe me or whatever? i really dont understand what i did to get this from them. They just don't like me. I have not done a solitary thing (consciously) to make them dislike me this year. They need to stop living in the past and start getting the fact that i can be a good friend. i want to be friends with them, but they wont let me. What really annoys me though, is that they don't even have any reason to dislike me, and they just do it because the rest of them do it. They are such spineless cowards sometimes! stand up for something! stand away from the crowd, for pity sakes! I am so sick of sickly little people who live in someone else's shadow just because they don't want to fact the truth. Well, screw you. I guess i have to find new friends now, because the ones i have now don't want me, apparently.

And if they do they sure aren't showing it. 

~Sarah

crying on the inside (mostly sniffling, though)